I am still alive, just about

I haven't posted in forever. Poppy is not sleeping well currently and with having to work it has hit me hard. Each day feels like I have to just get through it until bedtime, where I sink into my pillow and then get woken up all night. And have to do it all again the next day. Yuck. As you can probably tell my mood is suffering and I am struggling along, despite some good days and good times such as a friend's wedding over the Bank Holiday and a visit to my Aunt and Uncle in Newport 10 days ago. But the overwhelming feeling that pervades everything is tiredness and dread of the night time.